My second bro

I have two brothers in my life. One is my older brother and his friends. We have been known each other for four years. He is also an international student like us and he came to Canada a week later after we came to Canada. We all had differnet personality but becuase of few common things, we closed each other in short period. We went to same school and church. We always together so we know each other very well. Our truth never betray ourselves. When i had hard time, he always beside of me and helped me to figure out how to solve these questions. Him and i also had affection for a while. When it ends, i felt really sad but i could understand him so it didn't really matter to me. After that happening, i got real brother. He is as same as my brother now. He promised me oneday. If my brother is not beside on me then he will protects me from dangerous situation. I really appreciate that he is my friend and brother.

Lazy days

I feel like i am not working on my works as before i stayed with my hostmom. I putback my school works and cram the night before duedate of assignment. Consquently, my marks are getting lower. I can not regret either beucase i made the results. I know my resoponsibility and i know what should i do. However, i am not fullfill my promise that i made by myself. I don't move from my bed and infront of computer. I can not control and being lazy thesedays. I need something that can help me to make behellbent on. I decided today to working on my works first and i quit msn too. I will do hard work like before. It is hard to become like that in one day but i am trying to start my study again. I hope i can see my result of effort soon.

Tired of shool days

I am really tired of shool works these days. I feel like i am falling down and down. This might becuase of my agonaize about university. All of my friends say don't worry about it but i am really concerned of my life these days. I ask my self same questions all day. Foremost thinking on my mind everyday. What i want be after university? Other people will think why i think of this kind of question in grade 11. But! i really need to think about it so i can choose university then i can choose my grade 12 courses. I am tired of art these days. I do love art but i don't think i can earn as much as my father does. I am interested at marketing theseday. However i only started my new semester one monthe. I am not sure about what is marketing and would i really enjoy it? My mysterious never ends until the time comes.

Time in my childhood

Every people in the world, they have their preciouse memory in their childhood. Like other people, i also have my important moments. My family used to travel when i was young. Becuase of this experiences, i am quick to adapt in any place and environment. I also don't have any prejudice of country becuase i understand culture of coutry and respect one's preference. Few years ago, i liked to travel including USA, Singapore, Japan, Europe, China and Thailand. Especially German was the best place to my mom and me. There was charming jewellery and pencils. It was my hobby to collect unique pencils and stationary papers. Also my mom liked to colletc maganatic that goes with picture of prominet statues or building. I remember i bought a blackbird pencil that wings can spin. Also Frankfurt airport duty -free shops were amazing. Clean white walls and huge buildings, I felt like i am shopping in eten center. However i do have worst place too. Rome had schorcing weahter, Lime water and aerated wather for drink. Historical buildings were bored for my age. It was horribly tired trip to me. The most time in my childhood i spent on travelling with my family and i miss that time now. I don't have as much time as before and i am not staying with my parents. I want to go back at that time and travel more places.

My boyfriend

I got my boy friend one month ago. When i saw him first, i thoght he is ugly but he was so nice to me so i didn't care. Our first meeting was at my friend's birthday party. I was excited becuase it was my first experience going to birthday party during my senior year. I met few new friends at the party and he was one of them. It was kind of new to me becuase i haven't met new Korean people for long time. It was lucky to meet them and especially my boyfriend was. After the party he made a few appointment with me by himself and i decided to going out with him. At the first time, i didn' like to going out with any boys becuase of guilty and promise that i made by myself. I though i don't need any boys until second year of university. It disturbs me to study and make me weak becuase i will be depending on him more than i needed. However i am having fun with him. He makes me smile, cheerful including writing a text message in the morning, calling me and dating during the weekend. In my conclusion, i felt guilty to my parents because of wasting my time but also happy to be with him. I am just afraid of if he leaves me it is always hard to find my new life agian.

First Weekend Without Parents

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